3/8/11

Graffiti and Your Mark

A six-year-old me stood on a new boardwalk in northern Michigan, I looked down. Initials and names etched patterns into the wood. I wondered why someone would ruin fresh boards, boards still smelling of new wood.

Years later, I pranced over a frozen river with a bottle of orange spray paint. My fiery, blonde haired cousin knew what she wanted to spray, an artist even at thirteen. She saw a concrete canvas and created. I looked up and saw the belly of a bridge. I bubble lettered “Amy Loves Kurt”, and as I sprayed, I knew three things: I didn’t like florescent orange. I didn’t love Kurt, and I burned to leave my mark.

During my fourth year of college, I packed two suitcases and headed to the Navajo Reservation in New Mexico. My first trip West overwhelmed me. Could those peaks touching the sky really be mountains? When we stopped to photograph the muliti-colored sign that said Colorado, but meant something more, I penned my initials into the base of the sign. I knew if I turned away for a brief moment, my little “AS” would disappear into the words and ramblings of travelers before me, but I still wrote.


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What about you? Do you long to leave something behind that remains through the winds and rain? Can you name a person who left a life-changing mark on you?

*Linking up with the girls at Finding Heaven.

29 comments:

Rachel M. said...

I think everyone leaves a mark, right down to the girl who got fired in California my 2nd year on the job for selling development samples on ebay and then threw me under the bus by saying I said she could take the samples for her portfolio. But she introduced me to Edamame to which I'm eternally grateful because it's become a favorite food.

Got a good chuckle over you spraying a sign, thanks for sharing.

It's Grace said...

Love this!! I want to leave a mark on my children's hearts. I want to sow a legacy that generations will be blessed by.

I don't have just one person who has inspired me..there are quite a few. It's kind of like a buffet. If that makes any sense. :)

marlece said...
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marlece said...

I don't know how I deleted my last comment, I will try again...

Don't we all have marks that have effected us either positively or negative and we have to either overcome or cherish? Makes me think how I want to conduct myself a little more because we are all leaving marks good or bad towards those near and around us. Thanks for the reminder, and I think I will be more aware of my words and actions.

Great post again Missy!

Jodi said...

I've known many experiences - people - who've left marks, for good or bad. But the older I get, I realize it's not so much what I want to leave behind, but who I want to take with me. Leaving a trail that leads to Heaven.

Nancy said...

My husband's grandfather used to write his initials, "OK," in black permanent marker on everything he owned. When he died, my husband crawled under the casket at the funeral home and, with a black marker, wrote "OK" underneath. OK left his mark in my husband's life, and that gesture seemed like a fitting way to honor him.

Amy Sullivan said...

Erin,
Me too! It's my hope that I leave a mark on my children. I often think about what they will remember about their childhood.

Jodi,
I love your last line, and I agree. It does all leave a trail that leads to heaven.

Nancy,
Your comment could be a post all by itself. I think writing OK was the perfect way to send your husbands grandfather off.

David Rupert said...

I rememmber seeing a fresh slab of concrete poured and the impression of a single hand print left in the wet liquid. It hit me. What would be my mark?

Amy Sullivan said...

David,
Love this, and I always wanted to be the hand in that concrete!

Abby said...

Yes, I LONG to leave a mark...the first one who came to mind for me was Billy, didn't know him well, we had good mutual friends. He was a class behind me and in his junior year he was tragically killed when his jeep slipped on a patch of ice. He loved Jesus and everybody knew it and the 800 or so of us at his memorial service will never forget it...so many live remembering him, came to faith through his life...pretty powerful, mark-leaving 17 years of life, don't you think?

Rachy said...

Both this and your post on an empire of dirt have struck a chord with me. I really truly want to leave a mark in the lives of those around me, in my personal and professional life. It's why I went into psychology. These posts have helped me realize why I couldn't take just any job, I want one where I can make a difference.

BFM said...

I think if we are open to hearing God, and obeying, and trusting Him he will leave lots of marks through us!! :)

Katharine said...

I am hearing Nicole Nordmans "I want to leave a legacy" in my head...I want to leave a mark, but I want it to speak of the the life of the God of the universe in me... I think that happens when I live loved,being who I was created to be?
Thanks for a great post!
Blessings

Jen said...

I do want to leave a legacy. But right now, I'm asking God to burn out everything in me that wants to leave a legacy for my own selfish desires. I want my life to make a difference for His Kingdom, not my own.

Tiffini said...

now this is good stuff...the kinda stuff I love to delve into. Yes - I do long to leave a mark. I do have some people who have forever changed me..left their mark.
Some can leave a good mark and some...not good at all.
and don't ever fret over www...there are so many opportunities and things to join...I just love having you for a friend and someone I know I can reach out to...and I the same for you:)
love ya
xo

lori said...

Your writing is really strong here, A. I love it :) "I burned to leave my mark" very nice.

I've some Amy reading to catch up on. Love you!

Erin said...

Oh, to leave a mark in such a way that it doesn't point to me at all, but a mark that, when others see it, they see Christ...that's the kind of mark I desire to leave. But, it's such a reminder, that, good or bad, we ARE leaving a mark of some kind, aren't we? Even in the little things...thanks for this!

Kristy said...

You may be shocked to hear this, but when I was in fourth grade, I wrote on our playground equipment, "I'm a mean mother f***er from Sesame Street, gonna kick your ass from street to street." It didn't go over well. I haven't written on much since.

Erin MacPherson said...

Hi Amy- This is deep, too! I long to leave behind a legacy for my kids... I want them to know me and what I love and mostly, to love God.

Amanda Trought said...

This is such a great question....I have found that caring for my mother who has dementia has left a lasting mark on me...she has such a cheerful spirit and has developed a sense of humour that often in the darkest times makes you laugh out and give thanks to God. She still tries to enjoy each moment and lets tomorrow take care of itself!

Susan DiMickele said...

I want to leave a mark. A big one on my kids.

If I had to pick one person who has made that mark on me (outside of my own family) I would pick a women who mentored me in college. Her name is Jane Armstrong, and she is a legend within Campus Crusade (and beyond!). She lives more like Jesus than anyone I know. I just got a letter from her yesterday, and I started weeping because I'm so grateful for her. And it's been 20 years.

I want someone to weep when they get my letters in 20 years.

Amy Sullivan said...

Susan, Amanda, and Abby,
I loved your stories of people who have left a mark on you. . .each so different, but each powerful. Thank you all for sharing your hearts and voices.

Melody said...

On our way back from picking up our son who we adopted at a few days old, we stopped to eat at an Outback Steakhouse and we carved his initials in the table. Four years later we went to pick up our daughter (different agency) and stopped at the same Outback but our group was too big to sit at the same booth and someone was already there and I hated to say "excuse me can I look for my written valendism at your table" so we just took another table and put our daughter's initials on it. It was small letters. Promise.
I know I just totally missed the deeper point of this post but I just had to share my carving initials experience here. Sorry.

Sara said...

So awesome! Mrs. Rife- my 6th and 7th grade English teacher. She became a mentor and friend to me as I grew. She passed away suddenly the day before my wedding, for which she had hand calligraphied all of our invitations. I got back into teaching because my husband said to me, "I think you could be someone else's Mrs. Rife." I know she would be proud of me now!

P.S. Highlighted your blog in my latest post. I'm not sure I did it justice, but I think it's amazing (your blog, not my post!).

Amy Sullivan said...

Sara,
How amazing that Mrs. Rifle touched you so much! In teaching, you often wonder (at least I do!) is what I'm doing or saying making ANY impact? I wonder what Mrs. Rife would say if she knew you got back into teaching.

Thanks for highlighting me! I'm clicking over now to check it out.

Pamela said...

I had a teacher in High School who made such a big impact on me. She taught a Child Evangelism class. It was the beginning of 25 years of working with children, writing books for children's workers and teaching others how to be a children's worker.

Debbie said...

I also think almost everyone in our life changes us in some way and leaves a mark. Some are just bigger than others.

Douglas Dahl said...

Thanks for the post. Having lived for years in the vastness of New Mexico, I can picture the small initials against the forever looking sky. And oh yes, I think we can all identify with the idea of not being forgotten. Psalms 103 really speaks to this. From ever lasting to ever lasting the Lords love is with his children, with those who keep his commandments...

Laura@OutnumberedMom said...

One of the neatest things about being a mom is that you leave something behind. You touch them, they touch others...it just goes on and on. I love that!

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